Mistake is my regrets name

I was thinking today how afraid we are of mistakes, our own failures.

What happened with: I learn from mistakes, is not the end of the world, we are humans and is normal, we are not perfect, sometimes a mistake makes u feel real, alive, maybe gives u the opportunity to say fuck it or better next time, even laugh and get over it..

Sometimes in other cases a mistake can change lives, end destinies and there is no second chance to make it better.. there would not be forgiveness or understanding.

We all make mistakes and we regret after.. Ive made some too and it comes a time when I remember all and wish i can change smth.. I wish to spend more time with my grandma.. but I keep putting it off for useless things I have to do. I know it will come a moment when ill regret the chances I had to spend some time with her, we realise this only when we lose someone and this is sad.